ZOE---MEGA LIFE

"THE SCIENCE BEHIND FINDING THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE"

2011-02-23T20:47:00.005+07:00

by Pastor Lew & Monica Belcourt [28yrs married]

This is the last topic in IES.PRO series in "THE MONTH OF LOVE" (February)... I got a lot of revelations yesterday and I agree that this is relevant for everyone!

“More than 85% of problems in marriage have existed since the day the couple started dating." -Neil Clark Warren, PhD

Pre-engagement counseling is important if you’re not engaged yet.

When you are trying to find the love of your life, AVOID these mistakes :

#1: The decision to get married is made too quickly

#2: One or both persons is too eager to be married

#3: The experience base with the person is too narrow.

#4: The couple has unrealistic expectations.

#5: One or both have unaddressed significant personality problems

Finding the Love of Your Life --- STEPS to getting it right!!!

Develop a Clear Image of Your Ideal Spouse

Think about what qualities do you want in a mate? “The person of my dreams” VS “The person I can attract” It’s not much on physical appearance. We have to be realistic of what we can attract. Maximize our strengths, minimize our weaknesses.

Find a Person to Love who is Like You --- 5 Areas are Intelligence, Values, Intimacy (Really deep things that you don’t share in superficial relationship), Interests, & Expectations/Roles

You both have many similarities. “For couples, similarities are like money in the bank. Differences are like debts they owe.”

Don't forget the importance of support for your relationship! Value others' opinions.

THE EPHESIANS 5 QUALITIES - We are called to do things that don't come naturally. Women must respect! Men must love!"

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"FOR THE LADIES--- If you can find a man that will give up his life for you or who will put your interests first... MARRY HIM!!!"

Q&A time!

What if you cannot find a partner, is that ok? The Bible says it’s better to be single! But if you cannot help yourself, MARRY!

How do you know if he'll be committed forever? YOU DON'T. This is where you both trust in God

How do you know you've found the Love of Your Life? When everyone important in life supports your decision.

How do we overcome long distance in relationships? Technology and Air Asia! :p

What are the physical boundaries during dating? Before getting married, don't take off any piece of clothing!

twitter: @iespro

2011-02-03T00:48:00.001+07:00

Praise God! I have never imagined that I could sing together with Keith Martin. What a great opportunity that God gave to me.. Keith Martin is a well-known singer and song writer from Washington DC. His top hits are Because of You, Love of My Life and he's now working on his newest album..All glory to Jesus! Jesus loves you all!

Verse 1:
...oh yah, oh yah...
If ever you wondered if you touched my soul yes you do
Since I met you I'm not the same
You bring life to everything I do
Just the way you say hello
With one touch I can't let go
Never thought I'd fall in love with you...

Chorus:
Because of you, my life has changed, thank you for the love and joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame, I'll tell the world it's because of you
Verse 2:
Sometimes I get lonely and all I gotta do is think of you
You captured something inside of me
You make all of my dreams come true
It's not enough that you love me for me
You reached inside and touched me eternally
I love you best explains how I feel for you...

Chorus:
Because of you, my life has changed, thank you for the love and the joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame, I'll tell the world it's because of you

Bridge:
The magic in your eyes
True love I can't deny
When you hold me I just lose control
I want you to know that I'm never letting go
You mean so much to me I want the world to see,
It's because of you

Chorus:
Because of you, my life has changed, thank you for the love and the joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame, I'll tell the world it's because of you
My life has changed thank you for the love and the joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame, I'll tell the world it's because of you...

Year of MULTIPLICATION and PROMOTION

2011-01-25T13:45:00.001+07:00

I believe that 2011 is year of multiplication and promotion! Do u believe it?
If u do believe it, I bet you will experience it!

In life, if you do believe on something, you will get it!

YOU GET WHAT YOU BELIEVE! But it depends on God's will right?
We cannot push God to get all that we want.

Even though there will be hard times in this year, I believe that He won't let us go.
For whosoever believe in Him shall not "die!"

For example, there might be natural disasters or earthquake attacks or something this year. But do not worry
as whoever who TRUST GOD will be saved!

We will be saved from any bad accidents..
Just look to Him!

I do not know what you are facing right now. You might be enjoying great circumstances. Or you might have no life purpose.. You only "go with the flow". Or there might be some of broken-hearted people who are reading this.

Remember, many times break ups are actually breakthroughs! (quoted by RevRun)

You gonna see that you deserve much better than your exes :D

God has provided u the best of the best for every aspect of your life.

I encourage you to keep smiling even though your heart is aching.. It's hard, I know.. But let's show that
we can!!
Let's inspire the world :)

Also, let's keep on dreaming and and working on it! If u really want to be a professional photographer maybe, you could keep learning to capture some great angles!

Speak positive words! Speak to yourself every day that you will be promoted.. Your work fields will be multiplied, your "territory" will be enlarged.. and you'll see it's all gonna happen~

I speak blessings to u all! Know that Jesus Christ loves you all .. whoever you are..~

Keep saying that 2011 is year of multiplication and promotion~ !! love u all!

OMEGLE! WHAATTT?

2010-11-20T19:52:00.008+07:00

Any of u have heard about omegle? If u still have no idea what it is, go to www.omegle.com

U will be able to chat with STRANGERS from all over the world!
We use no display picture, no nickname, nothing! Try omegle. I have found some bad guyssss like those who are into pornography or things like that.. I know u know it..
They only wanna talk about sex.

But i have found some good friends from omegle.
The best one named Kimo from Hawai'i .. I forget his full name.. but he's been so nice to me.. He helped me doing my English assignments, he sacrificed his bed time, waking up early in the morning just to help checking my English grammar and structure..
He's the best God-given friend from omegle indeed. I never thought i could have found some good friends from it...

I love to see Kimo's nephews on webcam and I love hearing their voices too! They are too cute! Ka'eo Jr and Koa :) They are bigger now.. When i knew Koa, he still coulnd't walk but nowwww he can wallkkkk already! *claappp claapppp*

I wil put some pictures here soon maybe..
Oh well these are Kimo's nephews :) they're too cute.

ohh and also i got a nice friend from Finland, named Matleena. I call her Mato.. :)
She loves horses.. She loves riding horses actually.. She got a dog too named Kamu... that's funny cuz in Bahasa 'kamu' means 'you'...
Haha...
she's like 5 or 6 years younger than me.. Her father had passed away.. She lives with her step mum. but that's good knowing that she's a strong girl.. I can't forget the way she read a book in her language for me :) This is her with one of her horses, Stella.

Another friend from omegle named Wang Li, from China. It's interesting that we have the same major.. Mass Communication.. well.. his accent is funny :D
He always says "hello my friend, how are you?" every time he starts our conversation...
He's a family man.. He usually tells me that he misses home.. he stays in the campus dorm.. so he usually gets back home only every saturday if im not mistaken..
I haven't really talked to him again cuz we have been busy with campus and stuffs.. but i will never forget him LOL he taught me chinese..
I have forgotten what i learnt from him though haha..
Sorry Wang Li... :p I forget where I put your picture too :p

I had also experienced weird things when using omegle. A person said that she's a Hongkong actress. She gave me her website and so on.. But before she did that, she was like sharing her feelings with me.. She said her husband doesn't love her anymore because she's already old.. He's got a new wife.. who is younger and prettier than her. And she also told me that she preferred being a lesbian. But she was still straight though.. She added me on msn and etc... She wanted to have a vdo call with me but her connection was bad.. I still don't know if she's real.. I am not saying either she's real or not real.. I'll know about that when this life on earth is over. HAHA.

The other friend from omegle named Charity. She's from Colorado, USA.
She's quite conservative. She studies literature. She told me a long story about the USA's history and also her love life and family..
She was in love with an Asian guy.. from Singapore. They met in a bus.. They decided to be married near the lake. Nobody attended the wedding.. Her family still didn't know that she's already married at that time. But now, she has told her family.. She shared her pics with his man and also showing me the gown she might wear on her wedding day. This lady is quite reserved as well. She doesn't even want me to know her facebook account. She said she prefers to use yahoo messenger.. So that's okay! Haha.. we still have some chat when we're available. I'm too lazy to find her pics :p

Ahhh i had a fast conversation also with a Turkish guy named Talha.. he repsects me and my religion indeed. He told me about his country that Turkey really respects the minority.. Not like here in Indonesia.. even building a church is so hardddd...
Im not blaming anyone but that's the fact isnt' it...And i was a bit shocked he could feel that i was crying at that time.. I was actually crying because of something and he asked me "are you crying?" hahaha quite sensitive guy. I didn't save his pic.. He's a nice hairy man :)

Well, i still got some other friends from omegle.. but the rest are not as memorable as the ones i wrote about above.. :D

So, just give it a try using omegle in a good way.. U may find things u have never discovered before :)

See ya!

HELLO BACK WORLD!

2010-11-20T19:02:00.001+07:00

Hey guys, it's been a while.. How are you all? I know you'll be fine as long as u think u are gonna be fine after facing those "storms" in life ;)

I've been learning a lot in the past 3 months.

Learning to trust, hope, to be persistent as well as patient most of the time.

In this 5th semester of my uni life, i need to make a movie (category: culture). My group chose music. Explorational music as the topic. We will be exposing Frans Sisir, a guy from Papua who can use comb and plastic bag as a musical instrument.

It's got a saxophone-like sound.

As the producer and the scriptwriter of this movie project, I've been giving all my very best contacting him, writing the script in English.. Proper English.. Bleah..

That was hard.. English isn't my first language.

Thanks a lot to Terry Theodore my Singaporean friend who helped me to correct the grammar and structure of the proposal.. YAY! I do thank God for you my bro :)

So, the shooting process is on the go. This morning was the second day of shooting.. It was FUN-TASTIC!!!!!!! :) Thanks a lot to the Bagenda clan :) Ronny, Netty, Joel, Joyce, and Jessica for your time! U guys got a great acting skill! No wonder we finished the shooting only in 1 hour~!

(wrong spelling on the word "title" above)

I realize more and more each day that whatever we do without God's contribution is totally a ZERO.

Shooting - Day 1 - was NORMAL. It was taken at MES Cendrawasih, somewhere near my campus. It's like a Papuan cribs.. We shooted some Papuan kids to represent our main actor's childhood.

Errrmm.. But me and team were totally disappointed because of the main actor (Frans Sisir himself) broke his promise. We actually have made an appointment like few weeks before to shoot him on that day and after that day! But he wasn't even at home! I called him like 70 times but he didn't answer the phone! Til his wife answered the phone IN THE EVENING! too late Madam to answer it actually! She was like being unfriendly to me on the phone.. wondering why should u shoot my husband? what kind of project is thattt?? (Like showing how weird it is to have a movie project at Uni)

I explained and explained and I emphasized to her and her husband not to PROMISE first if they are not able to fulfill what they have promised. Our team had been waiting him in his house for so long, with our heavy equipment such as red light, tripod, camera, and so forth. Thank God his second child was at home at that time, so we could enter his house to shoot some pictures on the wall. His child named Kezia as well. Just like me. She was like being pushy asking me to buy some snacks for her and also asking me to accompany her playing barbies and drawing things.. Well... it was okay. Quite fun. This is my picture with her and Daniel, her neighbor.

But well, his father has made a bad impression in our team's mind. Too bad.

So, we learn once again about INTEGRITY! DO WHAT YOU SAY! SAY WHAT YOU CAN DO!

Be honest, like if you want the money, just tell your boss how much you want!

Your boss will consider what's best for you!

Oh one more disappointing thing about him was he said "YES I WILL HELP YOU ON YOUR PROJECT, DARLING"

Well please be sincere if u do really want to help people. Not like him.

That was truly a bad example!

But God bless you and family, Frans Sisir! We still thank you and Him! We reap what we sow..

This project is for God's glory.. If u think u are great, look to our Creator! He's much greater than us! Be humble!

Be consistent! Be true!

I speak to my life that the next shooting process is gonna be fulfilled with miracles, joy, and God's gonna contribute His power in it! So it's all about our teamwork with God..

I will let u know guys about the amazing result.. If i am able to post the movie clip on the internet i will let u know..

Thanks a lot for those who have been praying for this project, and those who have been supporting us through whatever it is!

WE DO appreciate it! God will give back double good things to u!

Tomorrow is gonna be better than today.

P.S: Do not be afraid to speak up your mind! Just filter the words u use when u write it on the internet. Just like what I just did here.

Cheers! Peace on earth!

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2010-09-01T01:34:00.000+07:00

:'( sometimes i cry for no reason. being just too sensitive ... you ladies should understand what i mean. this maybe my shortest post .. errr sorry!

The Secret of Happiness

2010-08-19T17:03:00.006+07:00

my friend told me that the secret of happiness is do not expect others to do what u do to them. and there are more sentences left but i don't remember.
i'll update this one later on.
i guess a guy has to show that he does care more
and a lady should be ignorant a bit when she needs to.
well woman vs man = feeling vs logic , rite?
im not feeling so well at the moment.
but i know that i gotta keep telling myself that "that thing is just a normal thing". it's not more than i expect. expect the unexpected.
yes keep telling yourself~ and you can survive!

i may die or i may be gone in 20 mins or 2 years or 20 years ..
but i would like to thank you for whatever it is thank you for making me smile, frown or whatever. thank you!

DO NOT PLAY WITH FIRE

2010-08-13T15:23:00.001+07:00

Hello again! It's my fourth day doing the internship.. Ahem..
Haha. Guess what?! A not so cool thing has happened.

So, here it goes.
There is a guy who is already married. His wife gets envious easily.
But this guy likes to flirt with new people that he's just met.

No trust and respect between that kind of relationship.
Divorce sometimes is the way out they choose.

The conclusion is when we play with fire, we'll get burn.

Job Experience

2010-08-12T14:52:00.000+07:00

Praise God, a friend who has been teaching me about publicity gave me an opportunity to join her in her company. Well, this is just an internship. I am learning a lot. I've started to go to the office since two days ago.
First day, I pretended to be a doctor, giving a socialization about steps to wash our hands. It wAs very amusing and a bit challenging. I learned to speak up, to interact with the citizens there.
The most unforgettable moment is when i was in the car with the crews. They were all really hilarious. I entered the car at 10.00 am and exited it at around 8.15 pm. Guess what?! We didn't stop laughing! We laughed all day long in the car! Their jokes were totally funny and they're also nice people.

I'm so grateful to know them LOL. Thank you to Mbak Dewi, Mas Rahmat, Heri, Cipto and Acil hahaha..
They really have a good sense of humor indeed!
The first plan was i was going to be with them again on the second day, being a fake doctor.
But.. The boss changed the plan. So I accompanied my boss when she had a meeting with two important people in Indonesia. Wow. I was a bit surprised and i felt happy! Because the lady who owns the studio where we had a meeting at, is Rachmania Arunita's sister in law (she's the writer of Eiffel I'm In Love and Lost in Love) I do love that movie. I was also surprised knowing that the guest was one of Bakrie's family member. Wow.
So we talked about Karang Taruna, "Business Incubator", entrepreneurship, and lots more!

Apparently Ternate, Indonesia could be an example for us. Ternate's people use all the potentials they got there. They plant nutmeg, clove, and coconut. They live prosperly, even though they do not own any luxurious cars (they actually do not need it)
That's one of the info i got from the Bakrie man.

There is also a lady from IPB who found a caterpillar which is able to produce a gold silk. She invented that on an avocado tree. That gold thingy is apparently only available in tropical areas like Indonesia. Wow. So, she created a badge using that gold thingy from the caterpillars she found, selling it priced at Rp 35.000,-.
She sells it to university students. If she sells it to international market, the price should be very high and she could get a high profit as well.

I'm proud of Indonesia anyway.

The third day is today. I'm typing this at the office :D LOL
I still have nothing to do. Actually I was asked to help someone to do the press monitoring. But I have no idea where she is.
I am going to be given a Slurpee yay yay thank you! hehehe

Ummmm........
Hello, can i help you to do something?
Contact me ok? Thank you.

I hope tomorrow will be this much fun or more fun of course. We planned to watch Avatar but still don't know though. I hope we could make it to go to PIM yay haha.

So.. I'm not a good writer. But i don't care. I keep blogging and writing whatever i want to write. Don't stop writing, reading, making new friends, open up your mind and heart, because u do not know what's coming to u. I mean, you will be surprised one day because unexpected positive things is chasing you :)

Much love, Kezia.

I JUST HAVEN'T MET YOU YET

2010-08-07T12:34:00.002+07:00

Well, I don't think it's a suitable title. HAHA. The title doesn't matter anyway.
But I love that Michael Buble's song - Haven't Met You Yet.

So, here it goes.. there is a guy. Why does he look so similar to Jimmy?
I've just noticed that there are actually 5 similarities between the both of them!

1. SPECS
They both wear specs. The color is also the same! Black.

2. BEARD
Why do they have the same beard style?????! WHY???!

3. HOMETOWN
Jimmy is now living in Bali. Grew up in Bali. So are him. HOW COME?!

4. MUSICIAN
They both are drummers! HA!

5. BIRTHDAY
Their birthdays are so close! The date of their birthdays are just one day apart. On the Christmas day and after the Christmas day. Weird, also in the same year!

Now the question is, is that guy also left-handed just like Jimmy and me? HAHA if yes, that would be really funny and strange.

;)

Senyum & Semangat!

2010-04-29T00:13:00.000+07:00

Semua ada waktunya..... ; Semua indah pada waktunya......

TUHAN tak akan terlambat..... ; Juga tak akan lebih cepat.....

TUHAN TAHU

Beberapa Hal Yang Dapat Mendorongmu Untuk Tetap Bertahan !

Jika kau merasa lelah dan tak berdaya dari usaha yang sepertinya sia-sia...

Tuhan tahu betapa keras engkau sudah berusaha.

Ketika kau sudah menangis sekian lama dan hatimu masih terasa pedih...

Tuhan sudah menghitung airmatamu.

Jika kau pikir bahwa hidupmu sedang menunggu sesuatu dan waktu serasa berlalu begitu saja...

Tuhan sedang menunggu bersama denganmu.

Ketika kau merasa sendirian dan teman-temanmu terlalu sibuk untuk

menelepon.

Tuhan selalu berada disampingmu.

Ketika kau pikir bahwa kau sudah mencoba segalanya dan tidak tahu

hendak berbuat apa lagi...

Tuhan punya jawabannya.

Ketika segala sesuatu menjadi tidak masuk akal dan kau merasa tertekan...

Tuhan dapat menenangkanmu.

Jika tiba-tiba kau dapat melihat jejak-jejak harapan...

Tuhan sedang berbisik kepadamu.

Ketika segala sesuatu berjalan lancar dan kau merasa ingin mengucap syukur..

Tuhan telah memberkatimu.

Ketika sesuatu yang indah terjadi dan kau dipenuhi ketakjuban...

Tuhan telah tersenyum padamu.

Ketika kau memiliki tujuan untuk dipenuhi dan mimpi untuk digenapi...

Tuhan sudah membuka matamu dan memanggilmu dengan namamu.

Ingat bahwa dimanapun kau atau kemanapun kau menghadap...

TUHAN TAHU

Every Time I Breathe

2010-02-19T15:52:00.005+07:00

This is a song by Big Daddy Weave
I am currently listening to this song at random time. Love the lyrics :)
Sadly i can't enjoy watching the official video cuz it's blocked by WMG. Urrrghh.
I really want to watch it but never mind. I can still listen to the song anyway.
Here's the lyrics...

I am sure all of heaven’s heard me cry
As I tell You all the reasons why this life is just too hard
But day by day, without fail I’m finding everything I need
In everything that You are to me

(Chorus)
Every time I breathe You seem a little bit closer
I never wanna leave I wanna stay in Your warm embrace
Oh basking in the glory shining from Your face and
Every time I get another glimpse of Your heart
I realize it’s true, that You are so marvelous God
And I am so in love with You
Yeah, so in love with You

Now how could I, after knowing one so great
Respond to You in any way that’s less than all I have to give
But by Your grace, I wanna love You not with what I say but everyday
In the way that my life is lived

(Chorus)

Wrapped in Your mercy I wanna live and never leave
I am held by how humble, yet overwhelmed by Your majesty
Captured by grace now I’m finding I am free
You are marvelous God and knowing You is everything

(Chorus)

ANGEL'S DIARY

2010-02-18T19:28:00.001+07:00

Well, well, well.. Hello everyone! It's been a while since i wrote my blog yaa... Recently, I've been watching Angel's Diary on Trans TV. But, i don't know the initial story.

Angel had compassion on Satria, but suddenly Satria disappeared with no news. They were supposed to have a date at a time. Angel had no idea where Satria was and kept thinking why he left her without leaving message or something.

So, as time goes by, someone named Dikka came into Angel's love life.
Lightening Angel's life and returning her smile .. that's what Dikka successfully did to her.

In short, Dikka and Angel were officially together. *clap clap*
However, apparently, Angel's heart is still for Satria.

Are u guys curious why Satria left Angel without a word?

Well, Satria's mom was in China, ill and had to run a kidney operation if I'm not mistaken. So, he immediately called a cab and left to airport. Satria didn't remember to bring his cellphone, so he was not able to contact Angle to let her know that he was having an urgent situation. When he arrived in China, he looked through his phone book and found Angel's home number and called her. Sadly, her Auntie was the one who picked up the phone and she didn't tell Angel that Satria called.

Satria sent a postcard, but when it was delivered at Angel's house, her auntie inadvertently left it on the floor. So as a result, Angel still hadn't had any news from Satria even though Satria had been trying to tell Angel.

Now, Satria is back in Jakarta and found out that Angel is now attached.
He gets jealous to Dikka and keeps thinking "I lost her."
Satria thinks, Angel is now happy with Dikka. But it's not 100% true. In fact, Satria still crosses Angel's mind at random time.

Regarding this case, i got only one conclusion: "Love will find a way. Cinta takkan kemana-mana".

There's Hope

2009-05-06T18:16:00.000+07:00

this song completely blows my mind these days.

2,1,2,1,2..(there's hope)
(the india arie)

[1st verse]
back when I had a little
I thought that I needed a lot
a little was overrated
but a lot was a little too complicated
see, zero didn't satisfy me
a million didn't make me happy
that's when I learned the lesson
that it's all about your perception
hey, are you a copper or a superstar
so you act, so you feel, so you are
it ain't about the size of your car
it's about the size of the faith in your heart

[Chorus]
(there's hope)
it doesn't cost a thing to smile
you don't have to pay to laugh
you better thank God for that...there's hope
[2x]

[2nd verse]
from the back country of Brazil
I met a young brother that made me feel
that I could accomplish anything
you see just like me he wanted to sing
he had no windows and no doors
he lived a simple life and was extremely poor
on top of all of that he had no eye-sight
but that didn't keep him from seeing the light
he said "what's it like in the U.S.A.?"
and all I did was complain
he said "living in his paradise" he taught me
paradise is in your heart you know that...

[Chorus]
(there's hope)
it doesn't cost a thing to smile
you don't have to pay to laugh
you better thank God for that...there's hope
[2x]

[Bridge 1]
everytime I turn on the tv (there's hope)
somebody is acting crazy (there's hope)
you bet that it'll drive you crazy (there's hope)
they are taking back my power today (there's hope)
gass prices they just keep on rising (there's hope)
the government they keep on lying
we gotta keep on surviving
keep it in our truth and do the best we can do
'cause there's hope

[Chorus]
(there's hope)
it doesn't cost a thing to smile
you don't have to pay to laugh
you better thank God for that...there's hope
[2x]

Bridge 2
stand up for your right (stand up for your right)
keep shining your light (keep shining your light)
show the world your smile (show the world your smile)
[2x]

Chorus
(there's hope)
it doesn't cost a thing to smile
you don't have to pay to laugh
you better thank God for that...there's hope
[2x]

2,1,2,1,2... (fade)

Basic is Important

2009-04-09T23:02:00.000+07:00

Speaking of basic, have u ever thought about the basic when you're learning something? For instance, when you're learning how to play guitar or any other musical instruments, do u learn it from the basic? or not?
Well, i don't really know about the basic of playing guitar. I can play guitar. My friends taught me about 4-5 years ago. But i don't really understand the basic of playing guitar. My friends only taught me how to play some songs and i made it. Eventually until now i know n remember some guitar chords. I can play some guitar chords,remember where to position my fingers on the guitar, but i don't even know the name of the chord that i can play. :P lol. i just can use my feeling to choose which chords when i play a song with guitar.
I am still learning the basic of playing guitar. Sometimes i think it's hard. lol. But i believe i can.

So, IMO, any basic in life is important. Start from the very beginning, until we become professional.

Do u have the same thought with mine? Pour it out. :)
<3 <3 <3 - k -

my heart trusts in you

2009-02-22T14:46:00.000+07:00

when it seems like i can't see your ways
when it seems like i don't understand you plans
but, i will always keep your promises
my hope is fully in you
my heart trusts in you
my heart trusts in you
my heart trusts in you
my heart always trusts in you

NONE BUT JESUS

2008-12-06T15:07:00.000+07:00

In the quiet, in the stillness
I know that You are God
In the secret of Your presence
I know there I am restored
When You call I won't refuse
Each new day again I'll choose

There is no one else for me
None but Jesus
Crucified to set me free
Now I live to bring Him praise

In the chaos, in confusion
I know You're Sovereign still
In the moment of my weakness
You give me grace to do Your will
When You call I won't delay
This my song through all my days

All my delight is in You Lord
All of my hope, all of my strength
All my delight is in You Lord Forevermore

--- MY WRITING? HAHA ---

2008-10-12T16:31:00.000+07:00

Well hey hey hey all readers.
haha.
Hmm.. sebenernya, aku jarang banget check2 blog ini.
Tp skali-skali pengen mencoba menulis juga tentang yang terlintas di pikiranku.
Hmm. Bingung juga mulai dari mana. Haha.

Pernah ga terlintas di pikiran kita, kita kog bisa ada, dilahirkan di bumi ini, dan lain-lain?

Well aku percaya. Semua yg terjadi di dalam hidup kita itu ga kebetulan.
Melainkan ada seorang pribadi yaitu our Creator yg udah merancang hidup kita sedemikian rupa.. mulai dari kapan kita lahir di bumi, bentuk muka kita kayak gimana, orang tua kita siapa, kita bakal kenal dengan siapa dan lain lain haha.

Pencipta kita udah mengatur apa aja yg akan terjadi di dalam hidup kita dan semua itu sangat baik adanya. Walaupun kita harus ngelewatin banyak hal, masalah, tantangan.

lalu..

di dalam hidup kita itu pasti ada yg namanya PERUBAHAN.

Seperti yg kita tau, perubahan ada yg enak, ada yg ga enak toh?
haha.
well..

Akhir-akhir ini i found out ada some people yg jadi aneh ke aku.
Yah.. sikap bbrp dari org ini berubah ke aku, tiba-tiba ngilang dan juga ga ngasih penjelasan yg jelas gitu.
i'm sure all of u pernah ngerasain lah yah perubahan sikap seseorang ke kalian.

Nah, yg aku pengen.. hubungan aku dengan semua orang yah fine ajah gitu.
Tapi kan ada aja masalah yg bisa muncul. Dan tipe-tipe org juga beda-beda.
haha.
Jadi.. aku seneng banget sama yg namanya rekonsiliasi. Dan rekonsiliasi itu pasti terjadii hahaha.

sekalian juga mo crita tentang.. orang-orang yg dibiarkan oleh Tuhan kenal dengan aku.. dan kita bisa saling membangun satu sama lain. i really thank God for u all too.
Special thanks for my girlssss --- Deesay, Runtea, Stila, Ana, Jemsha, Lestari, Miri..
kangenn kalian smuaa.. persahabatan kita untuk selamanya. amin hihihi. hugssssssss

, my bestest brother til now koko adit! jgn pusing n kapok yah ko klo ak crita. ahhahaha maaf yah sering ngrepotinn dan lain lainnn.. ^^'

, oh! my younger sisters n brotherssssssssssssss :
Dede Daniel 'jelek'... sombonnnnnnnng hahahaha.
Adik ketzieeeeeeeee love u banget ampun deh. ahhaa.

FYI daniel n ketzia ini, aku tuh kenal ketzie dari LC! klo si dede dari msn!
Dan wahh .. lucu juga bisa akrabb dan deket...
Sayang banget ma mreka.. haha. soalnya aku kan anak tunggal juga..
seneng klo ada adik atau kakak.

haha

trus buat Bibit, Jimmy! mreka kayak sesuatu yg ajaib aja buat aku. haha. buat jimmy thanks bgtttt buat smua kritikannnn yang ga ampun2.. n dari dia aku belajar banyak sih ttg kesabaran, mau berubah, adaptasi, forgiveness tntunya. haha.
kayaknya dia deh yg plg stab me in the front scara blak-blakann...
sampe ak ksel juga sih. tp yah kereen jg sih drpd ditusuk dari blakang. hahaha.

dan juga bibittttt :) a very sweet young lady.
we're sisters in Christ 4evaaa :) btw ak blom puas loh hang out ma kalian. haha.

hmmm.. oh yah! Tante Nancy..............................
tante.. omg. ini tante paling ok buatkuu
makasih banget yah tan buat smuanya yg tante udah tabur di hati aku hehe.
aku seneng bgt knal sm tante. btw tante nancy ini mamanya tobie.
Tobie itu tmen sbangkuku wkt kcil.. Mnurutku Tobie itu tmenku yg paling ganteng secara fisik. Tapi dah ga ktmu2 lagi sih.. Susah juga ktmu.
oia ayo bikin lagu bareng lagii... cant waittttt deh. haha.

teruss.. for Andrew juga ni yg ntah kmana.. susah dihubungi! (makasiiiiiiii buat kunci2 terdiam.. haha) femmy(makasih fem dah ngajarin lagu pertama yg aku mainin di gitar : Naik Naik ke puncak gunung.. hahaa)-didi-ko micky-ko adit tentunya haha-trusss Anakuuuuuu!! hahaha dan lain lain yg aku ga inget untuk dituliss..makasih yahh banget2 dah ngajarin aku basic-basic gitar. makasih bangettt

oh yah. buat Happy, DJ Mikha, Ko Jay, Ko Steve, DK, Terry *loveumuch!*, Ishak juga.. thank u banget yah buat sharing-sharing kalian yg menguatkan :)
makasih udah mau bagi hidup kalian ke aku :)
Keep in touch! buat happy--jgn lupa kyusei nyaa hahahhaa buatku ajah dah!
hope to cya all very soon at the right time at the right place haha!

n also for witdia, kiki, jimmi! ahha snang knal kalian :):)
, my school friendssss :):):) happy family miss u all esp bungsu dan bunda.

Well pokoknya.. buat smua orang yang kenal aku, i thank God that i knew u all.
Kalian smua punya makna tersendiri pastinya buatku. Maaf yah kalo ada kata-kata atau tindakan yg secara ga sadar bikin kalian bueteee atoo ga sregg di hatii. :)
im sorry yah :)

U guys rooooooockkkkkkkkkkk!! haha

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Terus berjuang yahh :)

buat kalian semua yang baca.. baca ini deh :) i love u all :)

YOU ARE NOT FORGOTTEN-ISRAEL

People walking by, very seldom they say hi, they don’t know how wonderful you are
If they only knew all the things you’ve been through, if only they could see your heart
I hear you crying for help, please don’t blame yourself;
You are not forgotten, you are not forgotten

When it’s time to go to sleep and you try your best to keep yourself from falling apart.
There’s no need to fear, because I’m already here, and I’m the one who sees your heart
I hear you crying for help, please don’t blame yourself;
You are not forgotten, you are not forgotten

You are not just a face in the crowd, you are not a forgotten child
Let me whisper it loud, I love you, oh, I love you

You can hold your head up high, ’cause I’ll make everything alright,
I’m committed to you smiling again
And eventually you’ll see people’s similarities, everyone just needs a friend
And when they’re crying for help, you’ll be able to tell them, please tell them for Me

You are not forgotten, you are not forgotten
You are not forgotten, you are not forgotten

Just remember, you are not forgotten

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Keep fighting whenever u're catching ur dreams, following His plans :)
With Jesus, we're all are gonna be a very successful, victorious, prosper person in life :)

Peace up! :)

Love, Kezia.

He Knows My Name

2008-08-11T12:47:00.000+07:00

I have a Maker.
He formed my heart.
Before even time began, my life was in His hands.
He knows my name.
He knows my every thought.
He sees each tear that falls.
And hears me when I call.
I have a Father.
He calls me His own.
He'll never leave me, no matter where I go.

~ila, bfore even time began, ur life was in His hands. He sees all the tears that fall, and hears u when u call.. He'll never leave u, no matter where u go.

:)

^_^

2008-08-08T00:41:00.000+07:00

Part 5-1/2:Hey Gene, Gods in control - Terry Therdore

DIA BAIK

2008-07-20T12:50:00.000+07:00

this song really encourages me these days, friends.

it's from harvest praise ministry.

Terpujilah Tuhan, Allah maha ajaib
Dia baik...
Dia berkati kita dengan limpahny
Dia baik...
Dia memilih kita dalam Kristus Yesus
Dia baik...
Menjadi anakNya sesuai kehendakNya
Dia baik...

Terpujilah kasih karuniaNya,
mulia bagi kita di dalam Kristus Yesus selamanya
Bukan kebaikanku,
Bukan perbuatanku, tapi kasih karuniaMu yang selamatkan aku
Bukan kebenaranku
Bukan kekuatanku
Tapi kasih karuniaMu di dalam hidupku
Dia baik.

Bapa, Kau sangat baik..Kau baik…Bapa, Kau sangat baik.Kau baik…

*Rasakan hangatnya pelukan kasih Bapa.Bapa yang tidak pernah berubah dan tidak pernah mengecewakan kita.Setiap kita berharga.*

beautiful words :)

BE MY WIFE

2008-07-13T12:09:00.000+07:00

Damn, was so hard to say
Secret feelings locked away
Heaven knows I’ve always felt so much for you
I’M NOT THAN ROMANTIC,
EVEN WORST I'M SARCASTIC sometimes
And now it’s time i tell you this
What’s always been my only wish
EVENTHOUGH I'M NOT SPIDERMAN or SUPERMAN
I’ll be the one who guarantee you night and day
and trust me
I DON'T NEED NO SPIDER WEB or LASER EYES
Cause you’re giving me the strength to say..
share your life and be my wife..

Ohh… Damn, was so hard for me to say
Secret feelings locked away
Heaven knows I’ve always felt this much for you
I’M NOT THAN ROMANTIC,
EVEN WORST I'M SARCASTIC sometimes
And now it’s time i'll tell you this
What’s always been my one and only wish
EVENTHOUGH I'M NOT SPIDERMAN or SUPERMAN,
I’ll be the one who guarantee you Night and day
and trust me
I DON'T NEED NO SPIDER WEB or LASER EYES
Cause you’re giving me the strength to say Share your life and be my wife

Cant believe when i heard..
It’s so beautiful..
Felt in my soul..
Please tell me that I’m not dreaming
Will you be my wife baby

eventhough i'm not SPIDERMAN or SILVERMAN
i'll be the one who guarantee you
night and day and trust me
I don't need no SPIDER WEB or LASER EYES
cause u're giving me the strength to say
cause u're giving me the strength to say
share ur life and be my wife..

woohooo...

huaaa lagu be my wife keren sekaliii...
Kamga keren...
Tangga keren...
Lost in Love keren...

2008-05-05T13:58:00.000+07:00

A bientot!
brother is going to GERMANY soon!

frizzzyyy frenzy! huaha a bientot!
mirsayyy!!! hihihi.....
tertawa dan menangisss bersamaaaa slaluuu huahahahaha
toenk
toenk
toenk
toenk!!!!
mencuci underwear! ahahahahaha
swimming!
missssssssssssssssssssssss u heapss!!!

Marcia - Marcella - Me
Yay! Everyone is uniquely made by our Creator.. I love baba..!
babaaaaa is going to US T.T i'll miss u baba!

coco coco coco coco!
this is what coco used to do during the class!
doa syafaat !
sambil bermimpi indah hihihihi ^^
Gd luck di PCC !! hihihi

HOW FRIENDSHIP BREAK ?

2008-03-18T12:02:00.001+07:00

After LOST CONTACT for a long time,
both friends will think
the other is BUSY.

And will not contact, thinking it may be DISTURBING.

As time passes..

Both will think let the other contact.

After that, each will think, why I should contact FIRST ?

Here your love will be converted to HATE

Finally without contact the MEMORY becomes WEAK.

They FORGET each other.

So KEEP IN TOUCH with all and pass this to all your friends...
.

I don`t want to be one of this kind.

So here I am to say.....

Dear friend, I am fine here.
We'll keep in touch each others.

__._,_.___

Please don't wait until your friend say hi to you or finally nobody wants being your friend. Don't be such a president or artist which is you are not a president or an artist. Eventough Lord GOD always calls us, but sometimes we won't hear Him.

..GOD BLESS YOU..

BIJI MATAMU

2007-05-20T16:23:00.000+07:00

music & lyrics : Kezia

Ada banyak kata yang tak dapat kuungkapkan
Tapi Engkau slalu tahu isi hatiku

*Bridge
Kau mengertiku
Kau tak pernah kecewakanku
Kau berikan sluruh hidupMu untukku

*Reff
Kau jadikan aku
biji mataMu
Kau ubah hidupku menjadi indah
Ku ingin lakukan semuanya untukMu
Ku tak dapat jalani hidup tanpaMu
Terima kasih Kasihku

I LONG FOR YOU

2007-04-22T18:34:00.001+07:00

music: Kezia
lyrics: Tobie
E B C#m
Here I am with nothing in my hands
A E B
I've come to worship and adore You
E B C#m
I lift my heart, my whole life to Your hands
A E B
Behold Your glory I bow down

REFF
E B C#m
All my soul longs for You Lord
A B
I just want to know You more and more
E B C#m
How I love You Lord
A B
I just want to listen and adore You

VERSE 2
E B C#m
You saved my soul and said that I am Yours
A E B
You held my hands You won't let go
E B C#m
Under Your wings, my heart's secure
A B
You're the rock on which I stand
B
You're my Father

BACK TO REFF

BRIDGE
E
I long for You
C#m
Your breath gives me life
A
Rejuvenate my heart

I LONG FOR YOU

2007-04-22T18:34:00.000+07:00

music: Kezia
lyrics: Tobie

Here I am with nothing in my hands

I've come to worship and adore You

I lift my heart, my whole life to Your hands

Behold Your glory I bow down

All my soul longs for You Lord

I just want to know You more and more

How I love You Lord

I just want to listen and adore You

You saved my soul and said that I am Yours

You held my hands You won't let go

Under Your wings, my heart's secure

You're the rock on which I stand

You're my Father

Back to Reff

Bridge

I long for You

Your breath gives me life

Rejuvenate my heart

Keep in touch... :)

2007-04-01T20:53:00.000+07:00

My Friends All Around The World

So happy to spend my time with them.. I meet them rarely and i'll be very excited if they're back here..
Please come in June...

Tobie... Singapore..

waw so hard to meet himmm!!

thank God last time we had an opportunity to play... and! thx for the lyrics!

Andrew..Sydney
aaarrgghh

i want him to back here

in JUNE!!
gotta do something with him!

Gaby.. New Zealand

aww my sweet friend.. i believe that i'll see u someday! this year of course=)

Erina.. Sydney
haiiiaaaaa..

Last time i met her accidently @ uptown..

*winkwink*

we hafta go to another place which is far from our hometown >.<

mwahmwahmwah

Raisse.. Brisbane

OMG.. I haven't met her for so long...

Hope to see u soon..

thanks 4 everythinnggg =)

Lestari.. Singapore

I meet her every year..

Soooo... im waiting for your call!!!

hehehehe

BFF!!

i would love to meet Daniel!
omyGod.. can't wait to see you guys..

i'll be missing u my friends....

TriZy StiKiTi

2007-04-01T20:31:00.000+07:00

This is our 1st picture ^.^ (in the bus!)

--Stilla--Kizia--Thio--

Trizy Stikiti = Trio Crazy Stilla Kizia Thio
hihihi

hihihi

hihihi

We love laughing

We love joking

We are Trizy.... Stikiti...!
STIKITI YEAY!
...GOKIL 4 GOD...

I WILL SING

2007-03-31T12:24:00.000+07:00

You call us to be the light
and the salt of the earth
Show the world who You really are
You call us as an army to make history
Show the world who
Show the world who
Show the world who You really are

*Bridge

You gave me a vision
a mission for the world
Tell them of Your goodness and grace
forevermore..

*Reff

I will sing of Your name
Through the storms and seas I will never fear
I wil sing for You Lord
So that all may know that my life's for You
Lord of all
Jesus.. Jesus..
Lord of all
Jesus..Jesus..

music by Kezia Apfia
lyrics by Amadeo Octobie

.:.My First Song.:.

2007-03-31T12:05:00.000+07:00

indonesian version

SELAMANYA

Saat susahku
Kau slalu datang hadir menghibur aku
Saat sukaku
Kaupun bersuka bersamaku

Yesus Kau slalu ada
Di dalam setiap detikku
Kau jaga diriku
Kau pliharaku
Kau setia padaku

Selamanya..
Kuingin bersamaMu
Menikmati kasihMu dan kemurahanMu
Selamanya..
Hanya Kau yang kuingin
Hanya Engkau yang kuperlu
Oh Yesusku..

english version

ALL OF MY DAYS

In my darkest moment
You shine Your light
and You turn my mourning into dancing
In my joyful moment
You smile with me
fills my mouth with praises

Jesus You are there
Every second that I breathe
Your arms will carry me
Eventhough I fail
You are always faithful

All of my days
I want to be with You
You are my strength, my rock, my shield
You'll never let me go
All of my days
You're the desire of my heart
You are the only one I need
Jesus..

music by Kezia
lyrics by Kezia, Aditya, Tobie

Magnificent

2007-03-31T11:58:00.000+07:00

Who compares to You

Who set the stars in their place

You who calm the raging seas

That came crashing over me

Who compares to You

You who bring the morning light

The hope of all the earth

Is rest assured in Your great love

You are magnificent eternally

Wonderful glorious

Jesus....

No one ever will compare

to You Jesus

When the evening fades

You call forth songs of joy

As the morning wakes

We, Your children give You praise

*ZOE---MEGA LIFE*

"THE SCIENCE BEHIND FINDING THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE"

Year of MULTIPLICATION and PROMOTION

OMEGLE! WHAATTT?

HELLO BACK WORLD!

..

The Secret of Happiness

DO NOT PLAY WITH FIRE

Job Experience

I JUST HAVEN'T MET YOU YET

Senyum & Semangat!

Every Time I Breathe

ANGEL'S DIARY

There's Hope

Basic is Important

my heart trusts in you

NONE BUT JESUS

--- MY WRITING? HAHA ---

He Knows My Name

^_^

DIA BAIK

BE MY WIFE

HOW FRIENDSHIP BREAK ?

BIJI MATAMU

I LONG FOR YOU

I LONG FOR YOU

Keep in touch... :)

TriZy StiKiTi

I WILL SING

.:.My First Song.:.

Magnificent

ZOE---MEGA LIFE